Mata ne, Florensia

After haven't been online on Florensia (a mmorpg game) for long time, it is finally time to say: Goodbye. Time to uninstall the game, the reinstallation of the pc is unavoidable. >_< This game had given me a bunch of great friends and wonderful memories. When the time comes then it comes. But I will not say that I am quitting the game, I will only claim that I will take a looong break from it. (Never know when you want to play it again. :p) Anyway even if the game die the memory will still live on. Mata ne (japanese for "see you later"), my friends! ;) The following below is a part of those memories of the game. For those whose is curious. :)

All started about 2 years ago during Summer vacation 2009. I and my brother were looking for a new online game to play. Among those games we searched on google; the game, Florensia, had a difference which attracted me: the sea battle. x)

After about 1 week then my first character was about level 18. I went to the 2nd game field (sadly I had forgotten the name). I received a party invitation there and accepted ( I was super bored by grinding Boarheads). The party contents two other members, the party leader (a noble) and another explorer named Shioru29. After had killed a boss the leader went back to town to turn in the quest but of course it ended that he left the party without a word. (Common thing in the mostly of online games ><). I and Shio didn't leave the party (not that we didn't know how to leave party, like someone claimed, we were just lazy to leave) so we went to the cave, Fox Den, in that area. When I got inside the cave the only one I could see was a female mercenary, Lackycyber. (Notice that Shio got disconnected, she was our DC-queen :P) I got a feeling that I should invite this mercenary in front of me and so I did. A sec after she joined the party Shio was back. We tried to grind the blue wolves in the cave but got overruled so we went back to train. After a short party chat we realized that we were after the same quest but in the wrong cave. XD Since I need to off we decide to party next day. (I was happy for that and to be honest I didn't fully believed those word, a bad experience I earned from earlier games -_-;) Next day went I come online the first thing I got was their message to me: "You are late." , "We are waiting for you.", "Let's party". I was actually surprised and happy. Since that day we always be in party every time we were online. About 2 weeks after we created our guild and named it "OshikoberO" (finally version). The guildname was based of our name: "shi" from Shioru, "ko" from my character name Neko and "ber" from Lacky's character name. Through this guild I got to meet and befriendly with many wonderful and nice friends and guildmembers. But sadly about half year ago, due to some circumstances, the guild was disbanded. :(

Like I said early even the game die the friendship and the memories will stay forever! ^^

Until we meet again! Mata ne!

2, 1, 1 ...

2 - have been on my new job for 2 weeks now.

1 - first time on this two weeks, I ended my working day early and did get to see the sunset for the first time of this year. From now on, I have decide that I should take an early leaving day once in a week. ^^

1 - first task that was relative to the project except installing programes, doing tutorial, reading documents etc.

Working life don't seem to be so scary like I always have thought of. Hopefully I will still like it late. :P

Nice start of year

My first step into the new chapter and this step was set before the end of the year and it truly started yesterday. It may be a long day but interesting. Not to tell that I need to prepare that every weekday which is coming will be as long as yesterday. I cant complain, can I, because this was what I wished before Christmas. You could say this was my belated Christmas gift. You may wonder, what am I talking about. I am talking about my first step into the working life, my first job in a city about 1 hour and 30 minutes from where I am living.

When I received this good gift some day after Christmas. I was very surprised and happy. Not long after I came to sense again I got a mixed feeling about it. I was happy, nervous, worry, curious and afraid at same time. I really want to share this new with my family and friends (both in real life and in the cyber world). Unfortunately many of my friends were busy at that moment except my family but it was not to late to share this good good news now.

Dear friends, I did it. I got my first job! XD

(Although the first 6 months are probationary employment, I am still very happy for this gift.) Because of my new job I will probably have less time or be to tired to be online. It is not that I update my blog so often but I will try to be online sometime. I will miss You if I am away to long. :P

Then End, The Start ...

The End of the Chapter is approaching when reached the time to start the next chapter is necessary. Someone will re-read the chapter instead of continue mostly cause of fear. Fear of the unknown in the next page, fear of the change and fear of the loss. But dont forget it is the unknown which make the book interesting and exciting, and the same goes for the changes. All the changes are not a bad thing, sometime changes are necessary to make the story even better and fill out the book. To lose is sometime heartbroken but nothing is everlasting. If you can gain then you can lose, this is the natural lapse in the life.

Believe me, if you don't continue you will regret how much you have missed: the good part, the sad part, the happy part, the bad part etc. All those parts together is the heart of the book because of that you still need to continue to the end and dont stop middle in the story. Why start to read a book if you will not read it to the end? If you start it then you shall end it. Dont make yourself repent. Continue where you stopped.

I think it is time for me to turn to the next page too. Can it be that we are reading the same book? Regardless of the answer I hope we can meet and summarize the book for each other someday, someday in the future. ^^

Distance

A poem that came up in my mind last night. Dont give up even there is a problem. So long you dont give up anything will be possible. Enjoy. ^^

Distance so far,

but their hearts so close.

She will still hope.

He will keep up,

the promise to meet.

Nothing will be impossible

so long you have

hope,

wish,

strong bond

and belief.

The distance will be shorter,

their hearts will be even closer.

The couple who looks at the same sky.

The Result of Love Questions

It feels like ages ago I asked those questions but now it is time to post the result. The results are not 100% true because number of participants are very low. It is up to yourself to take conclusion. :)


Question 1
"If u are in love with someone, who already is together with someone, but u dont know it. What will you do?"

Option:
A) You want that someone to hide the true from you.
B) You want to know the true.

Result:
9.1% chose A
90.9% chose B

Comments from participants:

• How about a C? Where you hint to the other person you want to know the truth and that you will be only mad about it for a short period and you will still be friends with that person.
• Even when you know that he/she already have someone...you might as well dont trust it as you have been in love with him/her. Or you might hoping that it's not true.
• It is better to find out from the person that you like, then to get involved with them even more and find at later. Either way it will hurt, but knowing before you are in love with them is a lot easier and doesn't leave as many permanent scars.
• I would pick C. It is better to be hurt earlier on rather than being hurt of being told a lie. Especially after you spent quite a long time with that person. Well, it still depends on that person if she or he isn't too selfish and not to let the special someone go.
  
  

Question 2
"Person B is in love with You (your bf/gf), without knowing that you (your bf/gf) are in relationship. How will you do? (Will your option be different if person B is a friend or if B is unknown?)"

Option:
A) You hide it from B.
B) You tell B the true.

Result:
40% chose A
60% chose B

Comments from participants

• If you are in a relationship and someone likes you, then you should be honest with them and let them know that you are in a relationship and that their feels toward you should stop. And if they can't maintain a platonic friendship with you then you will no longer be able to be friends. I would also let my partner know so there is no misunderstanding in the future if things should get back to them.
• I'd tell person B the truth. Don't see the point in hiding it unless you wanna cheat with B...which is the worst option in my opinion..

That is all. I hope you will find your own decision. See you again next time. :)

Back Alive!

Hi Everyone!

I am finally back, alive, after a long study season. :D
Hmm.................hahahahaha....it looks like my head is still busy.....hahahaaha
Anyway, my long awaited Summer Holiday is soon HERE!!! XDD
But still need to wait for about 2-3 more weeks. :(

My head is full of stress....a typical sign: vapidness. I were totally absent although I were talking.
I think i need to rest....I NEED THE VACATION!!!


OK, please come back later..maybe I will be in better state! hahaha